Forlorn for Lauren
… and so forever, I find myself forlorn for Lauren
… and before, the gold had always been there
in my pockets, unchecked
… and before, her beauty had always been there
before my eyes, looked past
… and before, the songbirds had always sung there
outside my window, blinds shut
… and so, as if sentenced for the crime of blindness,
I am left not only grieving the loss
of what I knew I had, a friend,
a loss shared by all else that knew her,
but, as punishment, I am made to recognize,
to admit to myself, to open my eyes;
with blinders removed, I now realize
the value of gazing in her eyes;
what should have been, but I denied
… and so forever, I remain forlorn for Lauren.