At Least I’ll Never Fall Again
12.14.2021
She thinks
I can’t remember
The last time I’d ever had a fall
I believe
I can’t remember
I can’t remember getting up at all
Still on the top of the bottom
Can’t see the ceiling from the floor
Living wall to wall
Can’t find my way to any doorway out
Still on the top of the bottom
Never got up from before
Never got up from the floor
Satisfied with being down and out
At least I’ll never fall again
She says
I can’t be a member
A member of this thing called life
If I spend it all
A fallen leaf
I flew
So high this summer
Never recovered from the season, fall
So I’ve spent it all
A fallen leaf
The cold wet ground
The only relief about
Still on the top of the bottom
Never got up from before
Never got up from the floor
Satisfied with being down and out
At least I’ll never fall again
Or so I thought
But she is always right
I have to stand up
Have to fight the fight
Have to stand up though I know my plight
I know I’m gonna fall again